You bear no guilt for things you had no part in. Don’t accept guilt you didn’t earn.
I’m not going to blame you for things you have no control over, nor will I accept blame for the same sort of things. We have no control over who our ancestors were, what happened before we were born, the color of our skin, or what other people who have no real connection to us choose to do.
You aren’t guilty because people in history did bad things. You aren’t guilty when someone who shares your “race” did something bad. You aren’t to blame if someone you don’t associate with does something wrong. Those are not your fault. Don’t accept blame on their behalf. It’s not healthy. You are only guilty for any wrong you have personally done.
It’s completely different if you choose to join a group known for violating life, liberty, and property. By choosing to join — and remaining a member — you are endorsing what they do, and in that case, you have personally committed a wrong.
You won’t change the gang from the inside, even if that’s your noble plan. You will be changed. From the moment you join you share in the guilt of every act any members commit in the name of the group you choose to be a part of. If you join or passively support those who actively violate the life, liberty, and property of others you share their guilt. Choose wisely.
You can absolve yourself by quitting and denouncing the group and its activities. I suggest doing so immediately.
Everyone is responsible for their own actions. Your first responsibility is to not violate anyone else. You can’t be responsible for what people you don’t control and have no real influence over do. Does anyone imagine you control anyone besides yourself?
Unless you openly side with people who are doing bad things I’m going to assume you’re not on their team. I’d rather think the best of you. This means I may say something in your presence against the people doing bad stuff. Take this as the compliment it is.
I don’t support holding history against people who weren’t alive then, or who were too young to change anything. I’m for forgiving past offenses and I am not a fan of punishment. I’d much rather see you doing the right thing than to look for ways to blame and punish you for doing wrong.